Current mood:

distressed

Shock to the system
Needed a job, bad.
Got a job.
Low pay and bad mileage.
Pay check every 2 weeks- worse.
Trainer that prefers to keep secret the job details and then yells over your 'mistakes'
Trainer that fills you in on all the Doom and Gloom of job, co-workers and her own sorted home life
Other employees are hostile
No one responds when you try to talk
Had to ASK for the first paycheck, and it wasn't signed when I got it!
Freezing at 60 degree AC on my back, guess which of the office ladies is in menopause?
Stories about the boss not paying his contractors- oh but he'd never do that to you!
Trainer talking about finding another job and I've only been here three days..
Underpaid, but it's money and I needed money *sigh*
Trainer FIRED today as I sat confused and a bit afraid at my desk, the boss gave her a box and refused to let her get her personal photos off the hard drive.
One hand- good. She sucked at training and I'm sick of smelling like her ashtray.
Other hand- feel sorry for her.
Reality.
The boss is stupid enough to think;
1) I'm sticking around
2) I was well trained and can handle the job solo
3) I have so much extra time that I will now help the other women in the office do their jobs as well as the one I was hired to do, underpaid to do and ill trained to do.
4) I know anything about real estate, finance and contracts
5) I like the office, him or the other women that work there
6) I like the job at all.

Reality:
Can't leave until I've got another job.